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Hello beautiful people from across the lands! I hope your day is filled with good vibes and lots of energy! As you know I am currently embarking on Project 104. The more I am trying to complete the task at hand the more I realize how lazy I am. The struggle of just staying focus and completing a post has been real. My brain has not shifted to auto pilot just yet, realizing this is part of my routine now. I find myself easily finding time to nap, scroll, binge on tv shows and YouTube videos or just do absolutely NOTHING. These are habits that have become my comfort zone. Now that is not to say doing these things is all bad. It’s just the moderation of time I spend doing these things that make it unproductive.
Consistency is Key
I saw a quote the other day on Instagram that read “success is on the other side of consistency”. Listen, that spoke to my soul! I am a firm believer anyone can accomplish something once they put their mind to it. We may not think that is the case but I bet there is a time in our lives when we’ve tapped into that drive to get something done that we really wanted and made it happen. I realize my laziness is self-sabotaging behavior. All the above behaviors I described are where I find comfort, a time to escape and just do nothing. Getting out of your comfort zone is where the wonder happens. I know this because I can account times in my life that were VERY uncomfortable but I’ve accomplished some pretty cool things.
Reset. Recharge. Refocus.
The journey of turning hopes into realities is a growing one. I don’t have much clarity on why I continue to do these things when I know it’s stunting my growth as an entrepreneur. This getting out of debt thing is painful and haunting. There is so much anxiety and fear for me wrapped around my 90K debt. I am a mother of two beautiful children and like any good parent I want my children to have a better start than I did.
There is so much I want to expose them to and I just feel this dark cloud hovering over me. I feel constantly reminded I’m chained to this 90k load. Knowing all of that I still find time to take a two-hour nap mid-day! I wish I had the answer for these behaviors but I don’t, at least not right now. All I can focus on is pushing past my discomfort and just keep sticking to this to the end. Sorry to be a Debbie Downer today. Until next time dream, believe, and achieve.
